I’ve got tonsillitis… AGAIN, this like the 7,834,961 time i’ve had it!

CAN I JUST HAVE MY TONSILS TAKEN OUT?!

My lovely boyfriend took me to the hospital and bought me ice cream though!

he’s daaaabestttt! :D

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes and no.

(Source: saocore, via dead-girls-d0nt-cry)

likefuckingdiamonds:

It really annoys me that in this day & age 90% of people I come across on a daily basis don’t use manners & most just tend to be rude in general.
Is it sad that when I see young children using manners it makes my heart melt?
It’s a rarity. 

People piss me off.

(via dead-girls-d0nt-cry)

This may not fit the theme of my blog or whatever you want to call it, and i may not post/reblog things similar to this for a few reasons which i will mention at the end of this post.

Thursday night/Early hours of Friday a “sexual assault” took place in the park outside my house, which was then confirmed as a rape. When this crime took place, me and my boyfriend were still awake and heard various things we then thought could have been to do with the crime. I stopped myself from going out with my friends that night because I didn’t want to leave my house in the dark, by myself. I also ended up staying with my boyfriend last night and missing out on a friend’s birthday celebration because I was too afraid to leave my house in the dark.

For most of the weekend I’ve slept terribly due to nightmares and flashbacks from my own experience. At many points this weekend, I’ve wanted to break down thanks to this, but my Mum, the woman who had to go through my ordeal with me, held me in her arms and told me that I’ve been strong so long since this, I’m not to let this get to me and that she thought that it was just some guy who had got the wrong end of the stick.

Well today, I woke up to the news that the girl who was apparently raped was cautioned for wasting police time. Not only was I livid to be put through something so traumatising and missing out on a friend’s birthday, i was also deeply saddened that a person had to make up a lie that. To put innocent people on the spot, and to make innocent people feel guilty for not doing anything, and to make real victims petrified of leaving their homes.

Knowing how it feels to have some touch you, caress you then take away all of your confidence and your dignity, to make you feel so incredibly vulnerable, to make you feel as if you are dirt, is just the worst. At first I really felt for this girl, and now I feel sick, how she could pretend to feel like that.

The reasons i don’t reblog rape related posts are:

• I cant cope with it.
• I connect to much with it.
• I don’t like people to know my weaknesses.
• It’s not that i dont care, I care alot about the victims.

If there are any girls or guys out there who are too scared to talk to anyone about what they have been through, I am there for you, I will talk to you, I cant guarantee I will make the pain go, but I can be there to help you cope, I will be the person who knows exactly how you feel, and I will be that person who will not judge you.